Fieds87, like I said in the first thread you created with this name: Your post has been moved to Brooding club
That is the place for heart aches and sadness and complaints.
Please, If it means that much to you to have posted it yourself, post it there and I will delete mine. Do not create any more threads about this as it is double posting.
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